A written 4th Step at the request of her AA Sponsor and makings amends results in the arrest and murder conviction of Jamie Letson for a 30 year old cold case - 2010

it is 2013, is she still in jail?

Was she trying to come up with something to satisfy her sponsor?
Why did she keep the letter? (Who's brilliant idea was that?)
Was the sponsor obligated to keep silent?
How will she plead?
Will justice prevail?

I know a former minister. He got a call from a church member confessing to a killing. In the mininster's mind it was always a matter of WHEN the police were going to be called, not IF. I still have not fully come to grips with this.

Since my first meeting here in Thailand,I have tried to understand what caused a"old timer"to attack me for quoting what another "old timer"had said.also why are the 5 most favorite words in AA--"YOU ARE A F---ING A--HOLE."wHEN i FIRST MET My teacher/brother/best friend Maharaji or Prem Rawat ,I heard a Mahatma say that when a thief looks at a Saint;All the thief sees are the Saint's pockets.ie he is simply looking at everyone that he sees and checking out--How much money does this guy have and can i steal some.It is the same for the homosexual who attends AA for 13th step homosexual relationships.All that he sees is sexual images and people that he can or can not have sex with.So"from the heart the mouth speaks "and out comes an a--hole for f---ing.Most acloholics had no alcoholic gene but they did have alcoholic parenting.Little or no idea what it means to be aman or for that matter what it means to be a woman.I quote louis L"Amour--to be a man is to be responsible for ones actions and for ones own self.
AA encourages the idea that blame God for your alcoholism but never ever take any responsiblity for your actions.Simply blame God as he gave you this disease of booze.When i left meetings this last time,it was because a severely mentally ill ,closet homosexual attacked with 15 reasons why Simon is a F--ing a--hole.The chair was laughing and smiling and really enjoying himself.these 2 now control that group of AA.one of the nicest members with length of sobriety admitted"this group sucks."
Cyber trolling numerous other members to intimidate and create an atmosphere of fear and to control.
His sponsee who changed sponsors became a target for this closet queens cyber attacck and left that group but attends meetings at other vendues.
At one time sponsorship was same sex to prevent it from becoming a sexual realation.Now they troll for other homosexuals that they can "SPONSOR."Combining sex and insanity and the need for control has destroyed this group.I can simply walk away but I see those who have no place else to go.I want to thank yuppie Monkey for encouraging me to return to AA meetings to help others who are being used and abused.So little is said about the homosexual 13th steppers that i FELT IT WAS TIME TO DISCUSS THIS.
Do not put me as homophobic.I respect those who are honest,but despise closet queens,their lives are a complete lie.They have learned what psychotics learn--to mimic rational behaviour.Pretend to be one of the boys.the constant availability of prostitutes,for low prices, allows many to feel that they are real men.the pro moans and groans and says "oh you were sooo good."It gets them tips from the idiots who believe--believe that sex with 60 men per week gives some pleasure.It also allows the latent homosexual to pretend that he's okay without ever accepting that being with a woman is more than simply screwing.There is adjusting ones life to the other persons needs and learning to live with and to care for another human being.Allowing oneslef to become close and gambling that real love will bring joy and not pain.so much opposition that seeks the opposite for company,talk,understanding and love.More than the recovering changing alcoholic is capable of doing.more and more I saw AA becoming a hunting ground for homosexuals .
One meeting the sponsors job was discussed.Most accepted that their'sponsor"was a god to be obeyed.
Now supposedly this is an anti nAa website,But it's more than pro or con.It's about change.for now,some of these human beings have nno alternative to AA.As one gambler said,they mark the cards,deal seconds and from the bottom of the deck,and use marked cards.Asked why do you gamble there??it's the only game in town.I can walk away,but what about those who need Aa to give them some ehlp,some support for sobriety?I have allowed myself to simply leave and evil has grown.Evil does not end wih one murder.
Whenever the good are defeated ,evil gows stronger.I have some that I like,respect and enjoy talking with.yuppie monkey attacks my statements thatI have my own view of the steps,but he chooses to ignore those who leave AA but bring the aa hatred of psychiatry with them.the idea that there is non such thing as mental illness.the mentally ill are liars,stupid,idiots ,in denial,fakes and maybe hitler was correct-simply kill.kill.kill all of those who are seen as mentallyill or claim to be mentally ill.i've lived with mental illness for many years and it'snot funny.
What is also ignored on the ORANGE FORUM is the FACT,FACT that most who attend Aa daily never work the steps.like a restaurant where you read a huge menu,choose the foods that you want then are presented with the bill.Well we do not serve food here we just talk about it.For me to be attacked for saying that some of the ideas in aa are valuable is stupidity.It is not all simply black and white.
seeing that alcohol was destroying my life.That life drunk sucked-boo hoo hoo my spin on step1
To recognize that I suffer from dual diagnosis-alcoholism and mental illness--boo hoo step2
my step2 which got me into a lot of conflict in AA to recogniize that alcoholism is a mental illness and see a psychiatrist monthly or twice a month a bad idea?? No.Now before I ever attended AA or had any idea about AA,I had, in 1972,made a decision to SURRENDER MYLIFE TO GOD. MANY DO THSI YOU KNOW
ministers,clergy,devout Christians and devout of other religions boo hoo hoo step3.
I was at constant war about how God had told me not to practise the12 steps but that steps 1,2,3 corresponded to my own faith.
yet at very STEP there were the closet queens wanting some submissive man to screw.And pushing and psuhing for sex.Useing sponsorshit as a means of obtaining CONTROL over another human beings life.
The idea to stop pretending that you are God could be used even on this forum.Stop attacking anyone who dsiagrees with your ideas: would make this a better place to communicate with others who have complaints about AA.yet what has happened in this short tiem.I HATE YOU SO HERES A VIRUS FOR YOUR COMPUTER.you disagreeed with me so allow me to attack and attack and attack you.Insult and insult you
What i've learned from this forum is not that it is simply AA that is screwed up-it is the alcoholic ,drug adddicts and human beings in general
anyways,am I the only one to notice how homosexuality has and does create conflict within inside of AA.
Some tiny faith {,from knowing God,Gnosis,knowledge/experience given to me by www.TPRF.org/prem Rawat,free of cost,} that love does conquer all.Light destroys darkness. Gnostic.

Since my first meeting here in Thailand,I have tried to understand what caused a"old timer"to attack me for quoting what another "old timer"had said.also why are the 5 most favorite words in AA--"YOU ARE A F---ING A--HOLE."wHEN i FIRST MET My teacher/brother/best friend Maharaji or Prem Rawat ,I heard a Mahatma say that when a thief looks at a Saint;All the thief sees are the Saint's pockets.ie he is simply looking at everyone that he sees and checking out--How much money does this guy have and can i steal some.It is the same for the homosexual who attends AA for 13th step homosexual relationships.All that he sees is sexual images and people that he can or can not have sex with.So"from the heart the mouth speaks "and out comes an a--hole for f---ing.Most acloholics had no alcoholic gene but they did have alcoholic parenting.Little or no idea what it means to be aman or for that matter what it means to be a woman.I quote louis L"Amour--to be a man is to be responsible for ones actions and for ones own self.
AA encourages the idea that blame God for your alcoholism but never ever take any responsiblity for your actions.Simply blame God as he gave you this disease of booze.When i left meetings this last time,it was because a severely mentally ill ,closet homosexual attacked with 15 reasons why Simon is a F--ing a--hole.The chair was laughing and smiling and really enjoying himself.these 2 now control that group of AA.one of the nicest members with length of sobriety admitted"this group sucks."
Cyber trolling numerous other members to intimidate and create an atmosphere of fear and to control.
His sponsee who changed sponsors became a target for this closet queens cyber attacck and left that group but attends meetings at other vendues.
At one time sponsorship was same sex to prevent it from becoming a sexual realation.Now they troll for other homosexuals that they can "SPONSOR."Combining sex and insanity and the need for control has destroyed this group.I can simply walk away but I see those who have no place else to go.I want to thank yuppie Monkey for encouraging me to return to AA meetings to help others who are being used and abused.So little is said about the homosexual 13th steppers that i FELT IT WAS TIME TO DISCUSS THIS.
Do not put me as homophobic.I respect those who are honest,but despise closet queens,their lives are a complete lie.They have learned what psychotics learn--to mimic rational behaviour.Pretend to be one of the boys.the constant availability of prostitutes,for low prices, allows many to feel that they are real men.the pro moans and groans and says "oh you were sooo good."It gets them tips from the idiots who believe--believe that sex with 60 men per week gives some pleasure.It also allows the latent homosexual to pretend that he's okay without ever accepting that being with a woman is more than simply screwing.There is adjusting ones life to the other persons needs and learning to live with and to care for another human being.Allowing oneslef to become close and gambling that real love will bring joy and not pain.so much opposition that seeks the opposite for company,talk,understanding and love.More than the recovering changing alcoholic is capable of doing.more and more I saw AA becoming a hunting ground for homosexuals .
One meeting the sponsors job was discussed.Most accepted that their'sponsor"was a god to be obeyed.
Now supposedly this is an anti nAa website,But it's more than pro or con.It's about change.for now,some of these human beings have nno alternative to AA.As one gambler said,they mark the cards,deal seconds and from the bottom of the deck,and use marked cards.Asked why do you gamble there??it's the only game in town.I can walk away,but what about those who need Aa to give them some ehlp,some support for sobriety?I have allowed myself to simply leave and evil has grown.Evil does not end wih one murder.
Whenever the good are defeated ,evil gows stronger.I have some that I like,respect and enjoy talking with.yuppie monkey attacks my statements thatI have my own view of the steps,but he chooses to ignore those who leave AA but bring the aa hatred of psychiatry with them.the idea that there is non such thing as mental illness.the mentally ill are liars,stupid,idiots ,in denial,fakes and maybe hitler was correct-simply kill.kill.kill all of those who are seen as mentallyill or claim to be mentally ill.i've lived with mental illness for many years and it'snot funny.
What is also ignored on the ORANGE FORUM is the FACT,FACT that most who attend Aa daily never work the steps.like a restaurant where you read a huge menu,choose the foods that you want then are presented with the bill.Well we do not serve food here we just talk about it.For me to be attacked for saying that some of the ideas in aa are valuable is stupidity.It is not all simply black and white.
seeing that alcohol was destroying my life.That life drunk sucked-boo hoo hoo my spin on step1
To recognize that I suffer from dual diagnosis-alcoholism and mental illness--boo hoo step2
my step2 which got me into a lot of conflict in AA to recogniize that alcoholism is a mental illness and see a psychiatrist monthly or twice a month a bad idea?? No.Now before I ever attended AA or had any idea about AA,I had, in 1972,made a decision to SURRENDER MYLIFE TO GOD. MANY DO THSI YOU KNOW
ministers,clergy,devout Christians and devout of other religions boo hoo hoo step3.
I was at constant war about how God had told me not to practise the12 steps but that steps 1,2,3 corresponded to my own faith.
yet at very STEP there were the closet queens wanting some submissive man to screw.And pushing and psuhing for sex.Useing sponsorshit as a means of obtaining CONTROL over another human beings life.
The idea to stop pretending that you are God could be used even on this forum.Stop attacking anyone who dsiagrees with your ideas: would make this a better place to communicate with others who have complaints about AA.yet what has happened in this short tiem.I HATE YOU SO HERES A VIRUS FOR YOUR COMPUTER.you disagreeed with me so allow me to attack and attack and attack you.Insult and insult you
What i've learned from this forum is not that it is simply AA that is screwed up-it is the alcoholic ,drug adddicts and human beings in general
anyways,am I the only one to notice how homosexuality has and does create conflict within inside of AA.
Some tiny faith {,from knowing God,Gnosis,knowledge/experience given to me by www.TPRF.org/prem Rawat,free of cost,} that love does conquer all.Light destroys darkness. Gnostic.

Since my first meeting here in Thailand,I have tried to understand what caused a"old timer"to attack me for quoting what another "old timer"had said.also why are the 5 most favorite words in AA--"YOU ARE A F---ING A--HOLE."wHEN i FIRST MET My teacher/brother/best friend Maharaji or Prem Rawat ,I heard a Mahatma say that when a thief looks at a Saint;All the thief sees are the Saint's pockets.ie he is simply looking at everyone that he sees and checking out--How much money does this guy have and can i steal some.It is the same for the homosexual who attends AA for 13th step homosexual relationships.All that he sees is sexual images and people that he can or can not have sex with.So"from the heart the mouth speaks "and out comes an a--hole for f---ing.Most acloholics had no alcoholic gene but they did have alcoholic parenting.Little or no idea what it means to be aman or for that matter what it means to be a woman.I quote louis L"Amour--to be a man is to be responsible for ones actions and for ones own self.
AA encourages the idea that blame God for your alcoholism but never ever take any responsiblity for your actions.Simply blame God as he gave you this disease of booze.When i left meetings this last time,it was because a severely mentally ill ,closet homosexual attacked with 15 reasons why Simon is a F--ing a--hole.The chair was laughing and smiling and really enjoying himself.these 2 now control that group of AA.one of the nicest members with length of sobriety admitted"this group sucks."
Cyber trolling numerous other members to intimidate and create an atmosphere of fear and to control.
His sponsee who changed sponsors became a target for this closet queens cyber attacck and left that group but attends meetings at other vendues.
At one time sponsorship was same sex to prevent it from becoming a sexual realation.Now they troll for other homosexuals that they can "SPONSOR."Combining sex and insanity and the need for control has destroyed this group.I can simply walk away but I see those who have no place else to go.I want to thank yuppie Monkey for encouraging me to return to AA meetings to help others who are being used and abused.So little is said about the homosexual 13th steppers that i FELT IT WAS TIME TO DISCUSS THIS.
Do not put me as homophobic.I respect those who are honest,but despise closet queens,their lives are a complete lie.They have learned what psychotics learn--to mimic rational behaviour.Pretend to be one of the boys.the constant availability of prostitutes,for low prices, allows many to feel that they are real men.the pro moans and groans and says "oh you were sooo good."It gets them tips from the idiots who believe--believe that sex with 60 men per week gives some pleasure.It also allows the latent homosexual to pretend that he's okay without ever accepting that being with a woman is more than simply screwing.There is adjusting ones life to the other persons needs and learning to live with and to care for another human being.Allowing oneslef to become close and gambling that real love will bring joy and not pain.so much opposition that seeks the opposite for company,talk,understanding and love.More than the recovering changing alcoholic is capable of doing.more and more I saw AA becoming a hunting ground for homosexuals .
One meeting the sponsors job was discussed.Most accepted that their'sponsor"was a god to be obeyed.
Now supposedly this is an anti nAa website,But it's more than pro or con.It's about change.for now,some of these human beings have nno alternative to AA.As one gambler said,they mark the cards,deal seconds and from the bottom of the deck,and use marked cards.Asked why do you gamble there??it's the only game in town.I can walk away,but what about those who need Aa to give them some ehlp,some support for sobriety?I have allowed myself to simply leave and evil has grown.Evil does not end wih one murder.
Whenever the good are defeated ,evil gows stronger.I have some that I like,respect and enjoy talking with.yuppie monkey attacks my statements thatI have my own view of the steps,but he chooses to ignore those who leave AA but bring the aa hatred of psychiatry with them.the idea that there is non such thing as mental illness.the mentally ill are liars,stupid,idiots ,in denial,fakes and maybe hitler was correct-simply kill.kill.kill all of those who are seen as mentallyill or claim to be mentally ill.i've lived with mental illness for many years and it'snot funny.
What is also ignored on the ORANGE FORUM is the FACT,FACT that most who attend Aa daily never work the steps.like a restaurant where you read a huge menu,choose the foods that you want then are presented with the bill.Well we do not serve food here we just talk about it.For me to be attacked for saying that some of the ideas in aa are valuable is stupidity.It is not all simply black and white.
seeing that alcohol was destroying my life.That life drunk sucked-boo hoo hoo my spin on step1
To recognize that I suffer from dual diagnosis-alcoholism and mental illness--boo hoo step2
my step2 which got me into a lot of conflict in AA to recogniize that alcoholism is a mental illness and see a psychiatrist monthly or twice a month a bad idea?? No.Now before I ever attended AA or had any idea about AA,I had, in 1972,made a decision to SURRENDER MYLIFE TO GOD. MANY DO THSI YOU KNOW
ministers,clergy,devout Christians and devout of other religions boo hoo hoo step3.
I was at constant war about how God had told me not to practise the12 steps but that steps 1,2,3 corresponded to my own faith.
yet at very STEP there were the closet queens wanting some submissive man to screw.And pushing and psuhing for sex.Useing sponsorshit as a means of obtaining CONTROL over another human beings life.
The idea to stop pretending that you are God could be used even on this forum.Stop attacking anyone who dsiagrees with your ideas: would make this a better place to communicate with others who have complaints about AA.yet what has happened in this short tiem.I HATE YOU SO HERES A VIRUS FOR YOUR COMPUTER.you disagreeed with me so allow me to attack and attack and attack you.Insult and insult you
What i've learned from this forum is not that it is simply AA that is screwed up-it is the alcoholic ,drug adddicts and human beings in general
anyways,am I the only one to notice how homosexuality has and does create conflict within inside of AA.
Some tiny faith {,from knowing God,Gnosis,knowledge/experience given to me by www.TPRF.org/prem Rawat,free of cost,} that love does conquer all.Light destroys darkness. Gnostic.

Or pronounced 'Buddha' when read backwards.

"I want to thank yuppie Monkey for encouraging me to return to AA meetings to help others who are being used and abused".

Did I do that?
Actually, I think you are a great fit for AA.
With your wanna-be buddhist bullshit, along with your tantrums and ramblings, I think you make a great prospect for cult religion.

wHITH YOUAH bOODHITHIST THSHIT,AND WHITH YORWAH THANTWUMTHS.
aS i SAIDYou still believe that YOU ARE GOD and anyone who dhithagweeth whith you mhuthst be
Well since you are What??A God- agood old dhithghuthsting devious drunk?Anyone who dhithagweeth
whith you mhuthst be severly insulted.Boo hoo hoo.I am soo hurt.
When you attack-feel suprised that you get it returned unto you .
Actually I like monkeys,some monkeys will not do what evil human beings will do.the sadism of humanth
isth not what monkeys do.
but your little bitch session about some are thow dhithguthsting they actually talk about how steps can be seen in many different wayths.ie=some people actually disagree whith you.
1.I wanted to quit drinking-AA helped me to do that,but I never ever was soo stuupid as to accept the
AA religion.
2.I have been seeing Psychs since I killed and saw my friends killed.If you have been in battle[whith thumthing more thhan youwah mouth and youwah butt,then you have scars.Battlescars.
So long b-4 AA, I realized the need to be restored to sanity,by therapy as the BB says but who reads the BB?? Who actually practises these steps which you so freely and veeryouwently attack.Even Orange can see some good in AA.
3.I decided long ago to make my effort,effort to surrender my life to God.
so when I arrived at AA.I accepted what fit with my faith and with my experience,as Buddha[about whom you have less KNOWLEDGE than an ant] as Buddha said"Accept nothing ,even if I have said it myself,unless it corresponds with your own experience."
"You'll pay" ???Dearie isth that suppothsed to fhwhiten usthh.Isth it dearie???A threat??
It is not what you think dearie.It is what you KNOW that you have to pay for.Whith luvv dearie.
As Louis L'amour said"When i throw a rock into a pack of dogs.It is the dog that I hit that goes yipe,yipe.yipe."Did something that I said about homosexuality in AA upsthet you dearie????
Because it is one of the huge problems that exist in AA today.the closet queens that destroy meetings and attack anyone who is trying to surrender to God--inthstead of surrendering to a queer nation relationship.
It seems that on this"forum"there is a genuine fear of adressing this question.why has AA become a hiding place for so many damned closet queens???Maybe you should change your moniker to oh maybe
DOG-MOUTH???? SOO SENSSITIVE TO ANY SUGGESTION THAT YOU ARE NOT GOD-NOR EVEN A GOD.
boo-hoo-hoo.Damned internet here takes so long to load that i ended up with 3 comments instead of one.Maybe I will have to be more patient
And yes,Monkey-you have given me the inspiration to return to AA and to do battle.not to simply abandon the field to my enemies for their own diseased useages.to again and again attack the 12 steps,as being religious dogma.to educate members about the facts,the OMG truth about how AA began and what it has degenerted into.I always attacked the 12 steps as being Bastardized pseudo Christian religious crap.That's why I got the 15 reasons why Simon is an f---ing a--hole from more than one member.But now,it has reached a point where they need someone to stand against the few closet quieens
who have taken almost complete control over what could be a good place for some small amount of recovery.Does that upset the little moneky?? Actually i keep 5 monkeys on my "BUDDHIST ALTAR".Then buccha.Each one is a mother monkey holding her baby child in her arms.You see,while a human being will take a child and place his feet in boiling hot water-to punish and to teach that child a lesson- aMONKEY will never do that to her child.There are some evils that are human but not found among monkeys.Even Lord Buddha ,at one time,left his students arguing about who was the greatest,the most important,the gretest meditator and went into the forest and stayed with a baby elephant and with a monkey.Legend has it that the elephant gave Buddha water in a bamboo container and the monkey found honey and gave Buddha some honey comb.Buddha stayed with them for several days.The monkey knew to be thankful to be with Buddha.The students were idiots.Justlike you.Too easy -with such a huge ego-any tiny remark sets you afire whith anger and protect your ego energy. Cheap shots will get replied to Doggie.
Jhuthst tell all that Simon is pro AA-maybe they will all believe you.In Boston --closet queers got so many to believe that I was queer,that now I have only hatred for closet queers. Honest and open=no problem. Liars and fakes have my contempt.I respect and even love Prem rawat.He's for real.Can show you God!
"Wanna-be Buddhist???? And what is a real Buddhist dearie,if not someone whose 3rd eye is open and being looked through? Oh I forgot-its all about think-think-think - exactly is said in AA.-- think,think,think ---seen on the walls of so many AA clubhouses.Did you bring that idea with you from AA dearie??? When you pointed your 1 finger at me-I saw the three you were pointing at yourself.
Light eliminates darkness."better to light one candle than to curse the darkness."
Do you really want war?? orTeamwork to change AA? It can not be destroyed,but changed-yes.
The sadistic closet queen needs to have control and to be seen as a god and will attack anyone who threatens his need for false respect and control.When we sink or swim together ,he/she creates problems
Just turn it around little monkey and say that Simon is a queer and pro AA.Anger feels so good,right??
circle,circle,circle,circle,circle,circle,circle.