Ironic's blog

I'm concerned.

As of 5/31, I am HIV and hep c NEGATIVE!!!

I still need to be tested at the six month mark to be 100% positive that I am negative (hah), but it is looking good! I gave it a month since the exposure..I did shoot up last about three and a half weeks ago but I only shared a tourney (possible to catch something but very unlikely..)

Just wanted to share the good news :)

I clicked on it..and then I noticed the author and LOLed!!!

http://healthland.time.com/2012/01/10/study-smoking-marijuana-not-linked...

Marijuana does not impair lung function—at least not in the doses inhaled by the majority of users, according to the largest and longest study ever to consider the issue, which was published today in the Journal of the American Medical Association.

Do any of you really just hate life either way? My life isn't manageable when I'm high, and no matter how long I kick dope for, it doesn't get better. High was just always something I did instead of suicide.

Anyone ever think about the most painless way to go? I'd think it would be an overdose. It would cost a hell of a lot of money for me to overdose on anything, that's for sure. Besides, if I was high I wouldnt want to kill myself until it was gone.

I graduated, and I feel even worse.

I have been mostly studying for my finals this week (one week till graduation. TERRIFIED HERE), but I\'ve also been lurking.

I noticed that Clara amuses the men here at OPF but has totally pissed off all the women (most of whom would rather see her banned, I think).

Anyone else noticed this is divided along gender lines, somewhat? I think the men have a higher tolerance for marietta/becket as well.

Did you all know that AA was banned in the Soviet Union??

Россия навсегда!!

http://www.gofundme.com/House-Fire-Horror

Hey fellow OPF members. Check out this link. This woman has been very kind to me. She was very supportive and gave me lots of information helping me to learn about lupus (my girlfriend has it). She herself is afflicted with lupus and is wheelchair-bound, meaning she has got an actual chronic, debilitating lifelong disease.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D6LfTid4IMY&sns=fb

Apparently, it all started bc the girl asked a question about evolution (if black people would eventually become extinct). She didn't like the professor's answer.

This was the class across the hall. My professor is the one that ran in to save the day!! :)

Apparently the cops tased her.

*My friend just texted me. Apparently it made the news!

Today, another tragedy.

RIP Jonathan A*****. 19 fucking years old, I went to high school with him but I've only met him a couple times because he is younger, but we have a few mutual friends who are pretty torn up.

Was 23 years old when she died a year ago today from diabetic ketoacidosis brought on by crack cocaine and who knows what else.

She was an amazing girl. Salutatorian of her high school class, even though she didn't like school. After she graduated she got her ASE certification so she could work on cars. She LOVED cars. She was real fuckin smart too. She was a little white girl crack dealer and she beat federal trafficking charges and did 3 months in county as opposed to 5+ years in prison..where I wish she had gone so she would maybe still be here.

I've done similar drugs in my youth, but never the pure stuff, the big kahuna :)

I'm hoping it will be an enlightening experience. I'm actually a little nervous..it's been a long time since ive used a entactogen. I'm in the fortunate position of acquiring the stuff through a trusted friend who has already tried it out and deemed it legit.

Who knows, maybe while I'm rolling, I'll come up with the next great spiritual not religious program.

Marijuana withdrawal?!?!

I wasn't aware that being irritable because you run out of weed constitutes "withdrawal." Were you??

http://www.marijuana-anonymous.org/detox.shtml

Detoxing from Marijuana
What is Detoxing?

Don't miss Massive's show tomorrow! The topic looks very interesting..even you may wanna listen in, marietta.

Donna Cornett, founder of Drink Link Moderation, will be appearing as a guest.

7 PM EST. Be there or be rare.

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/saferecovery

Edit: Oops. Looks like the show got moved to Wednesday!

http://www.thefix.com/news#justin2069

Sugar-Starved Teens Chase Strange New High: Smoking Twix

No silly rabbit, Twix are for Kids! Photo via

Massive is having a show tonight, 8pm (EST).

I always enjoy the show, especially the last one. Whenever I'm home I make sure to catch it live.

:-)

Instead, I am reading OPF and waiting for Massive's show to come on!!

Who all is listening in tonight?

Maybe I'll call :)

Got em taken out Thursday. Got 3 days worth of Percocet (plus about #50 5 mg percs I acquired for the occasion), now I am just taking Celebrex and ibuprofen 800 3-4x per day.

Still hurts like a bitch today (Monday). Too much to go to school today, I am still icing my face every hour. I am getting ready to go to a short little half hour on the elliptical at the neighborhood gym. Trying to stay positive :) Just writing this up as I am doing my stretches with the ice packs on my face. Haha.

"Many other organizations wish to ride on the NA name. To allow them to do so would be an implied endorsement and a violation of this tradition. Hospitals, drug recovery houses, probation and parole offices are some of the facilities we deal with in carrying the NA message. While these organizations are sincere and we hold NA meetings in their establishments, we cannot endorse, finance or allow them to use the NA name to further their growth."

p.69

Funny, eh?

When I first read the OP, and joined the forum, I still had my doubts.

Now that I have been here awhile, I don't. After talking to some of our lovely members and witnessing the Spirituality given to them by the 12 Steps first hand, I made the decision that I don't want what they have. Not one bit.

Why don't you write Agent Orange a letter, or post all of your questions for him here, in one spot, so he can answer them all at once?

I am personally going to take a look at Valliant's book, but I have a bad eye for statistics.

I'm inclined to think that akirk is a troll, bc I know that Orange has answered Green's accusations more than once..but from what I can tell, akirk's accusation that Orange misquoted Vaillant has not yet been addressed.